Its getting close to "D-Day"... 33 weeks


Its getting so close to lil Ezra's birthday. Whenever he wants to come out. I dont feel like we are very prepared for him yet..but God always comes through. Ethan is getting super anxious. Hes always feeling my belly, wondering if baby brother is kicking. Brian is getting super nervous....And although i am EXTERMELY nervous...i am very excited..I wonder what he will look like..wonder if he has all his fingers and toes..who's characteristics will he have..i dont know


I dont have any weird cravings. I have a little bit of a self image problem..but that is temperary. I would imagine alot of pregnant women have that. Then the baby is born, and its like loosing 25-30 lbs and then you feel great about yourself.


I am NOT excited for producing milk. To me that is the most PAINFUL crap...But its always worth it in the end. To me, this child is a blessing. As every child is. But this one is signifcant to our lives. example, Brian thought he could never have kids, ever! the Doc told him that. Ethan was going through rough times with the loss of Dominik as was I. I feel like this child is helping all of us in some sort of way. God works in strange ways.


But anyways. My belly is getting round. Ive gained some more battle scars AKA stretch marks. But im not shy about those. They are gifts of being a mother. some women think different, but thats how i think. I cant wait to meet our angel.


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  1. careyJune 12, 2009 at 3:41 PM

    I didn't know you had a blog. Way to go. I appreciate the way you view stretch marks... I can learn from you! :)

    Glad to hear things are going well.

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